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Saturday, January 10th, 2004
6:19 pm - hold on - good charlotte
svnchnts this world
this world is cold
but you don’t
you don’t have to go
your feeling sad your feeling lonely
and no one seems to care
your mothers gone and your father hits you
this pain you cannot bear
but we all bleed the same way as you do
and we all have the same things to go through

hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know

the days, you say they're way too long
and your nights, you cant sleep at all
and you're not sure what you're waiting for but you don't want to no more
and you're not sure what you're looking for but you don’t want to no more

but we all bleed the same way as you do
and we all have the same things to go through

hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
don’t stop looking your one step closer
don’t stop searching its not over
hold on

what are you looking for
what are you waiting for
do you know what your doing to me
GO AHEAD
what are you waiting for

hold on if you feel like letting go
hold on it gets better than you know
don’t stop looking your one step closer
don’t stop searching its not over...hold on

current mood: sick

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Friday, January 9th, 2004
8:23 pm - Biglaan - Sick Cycle Mind

drakulits
Nandito nakaukit pa rin sa puso ko
Nang sabihin mong wag na lang
Nandito nakatatak pa rin sa isip ko
Kung paano mo tinalikuran ang lahat

Kaybilis
Bat umalis
Nakakamiss

Nang bigla lang
Di ko man lamang nalaman na mawawala
Nang biglaan di mo man lamang naisip
Na i dahan dahan
Di ako sanay sa biglaan
Unti unti nalang sanang nawala

Hindi ba natin kayang magkunwari
At sabihing sige na lang
Hindi ba natin kayang dayain
Ang mga yakap sa tuwing lumalamig

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Sunday, December 7th, 2003
8:49 pm - Closer - Dido

drakulits
So leave your taxi waiting
And turn and close my door
And sit back down where you were sitting
A little closer then before

When you look that serious
It just makes me want you more
And I've been meaning to tell you

The closer you get, the better I feel
The closer you are, the more I see
Why everyone says I look happier
When you're around
The closer you get, the better I feel

And yes I know you're nervous
Never seen you so unsure
You haven't touched your food tonight
And you're drinking more and more

And there's no need to hurry
Take you're time I'll still be here
And I've been meaning to tell you

The closer you get, the better I feel
The closer you are, the more I see
Why everyone says I look happier
When you're around

We've been circling for time baby
We're coming down to land tonight
The wait is over and now it's easy
Everything is fine

The closer you get, the better I feel
The closer you are, the more I see
Why everyone says I look happier
When you're around

The better I feel, the closer you get
The better you see, the closer you are
The better I see, why everyone says

current mood: happy

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Wednesday, December 3rd, 2003
7:29 pm - God Said No - Dan Bern

drakulits
I met God On the edge of town
Where the wind meets the stillness
Where the darkness meets the light
Where the ocean meets the sky
Where the desert meets the rain
Where the earth meets the heavens
On the edge of town I met God

I asked God
Do one thing for me
Send me back in time
Send me to Seattle
Let me go
Find Kurt Cobain
Take away his gun
Take away his bullets
Talk to him
Make him wanna live
Tell him how we love him
Help him see his glory
God Said No
If I sent you back
If you really found him
You would only ask him
If he could
Help you get a deal
If he knows a lawyer
If he can help you
God Said No

I asked God
Do one thing for me
Send me back in time
Send me to Berlin
Let me find
The one they call Hitler
I will stalk him
I will bring him down
I will bring along
A powerful gun
Loaded with bullets
Obliterate his memory
God Said No
If I sent you back
You would get caught up
In theory and discussion
You would let your fears
Delay and distract you
You would make friends
You would take a lover
God Said No

I asked God
Do one thing for me
Send me back in time
Send me to Jerusalem
Let me go
Let me go find Jesus
Let me save his life
As they try to kill him
Let me take him down
Down from the cross
Take the iron from his body
Try to heal his wounds
God Said No
If I let you go
If you really found him
Walking with the cross
You would stare
Your tongue no longer working
Eyes no longer seeing
Ears no longer hearing
God said Time
Time belongs to me
Time's my secret weapon
My final advantage
God turned away
From the edge of town
I knew I was beaten
And that now was all I had
God Said No

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Saturday, November 29th, 2003
5:54 am - What's Up - 4 Non Blondes

drakulits
25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great
big hill of hope
for a destination
I realized quickly when I
knew I should
that the world was made up
of this brotherhood of man
for whatever that means
And so I cry sometimes
when I'm lying in bed
to get it all out what's in my
head then I
I am feeling a little peculiar
And so I wake in the
morning and I step outside
and I take deep breath
and I get real high
then I scream from the top
of my lungs
what's goin' on
and I say hey... hey...
I say hey, what's goin' on
and I say hey... hey...
I said hey, what's goin' on
Oh, oooh ...
Oh, oooh ...
and I try, oh my God do I
try
I try all the time
in this institution
and I pray , oh my God do I
pray
I pray every single day
for a revolution
and so I cry sometimes
when I'm lying in my bed
just to get it all out what's in
my head then I
I am feeling a little peculiar
and so I wake in the
morning and I step outside
and I take a deep breath
then I get real high
then I scream from the top
of my lungs
what's goin' on
and I say hey... hey...
I say hey, what's goin' on
and I say hey... hey...
I said hey, what's goin' on
and I say hey... hey...
I say hey, what's goin' on
and I say hey... hey...
I said hey, what's goin' on
Oh, oooh , oooh ...
25 years of my life and still
I'm trying to get up that great
big hill of hope
for a destination

current mood: envious

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Tuesday, November 25th, 2003
9:56 pm - Getting Over You - Janis Ian

drakulits
Borrowed pens on dotted lines
sign the past away
This is yours and that is mine
So the papers say
How can you move so quickly
How can you heal so fast

And what will I do with my mornings
What will I do with my nights

Tell me what you see in her
That used to be in me
Why is it the simple truths
are hardest to believe
How can I start all over
Knowing we'll just be friends

And what will I do with my mornings
What will I do with my nights
You want answers that I can't give
You want words I don't know
Ask me when I'm through
getting over you

After this day is over
How will my dreams go on

And what will I do with my mornings
What will I do with my nights
You want answers that I can't give
You want words I don't know
Ask me when I'm through
getting over you
Ask me when I'm through
getting over you

current mood: weird

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Sunday, November 23rd, 2003
6:16 pm - Sa Kanya - Ogie Alcasid

drakulits
Namulat ako at ngayo'y nag-iisa
Pagkatapos ng ulan
Bagama't nakalipas na ang mga sandali
Ay nagmumuni kung ako'y nagwagi
Pinipilit mang sabihin na ito'y wala sa akin
Ngunit bakit hanggang ngayon, nagdurugo pa rin

Chorus:

Sa kanya pa rin babalik sigaw, ng damdamin
Sa kanya pa rin sasaya bulong ng puso ko
Kung buhay pa ang alaala ng ating nakaraan
Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin sa kanya

At sa hatinggabi ay nag-iisa na lang
Ay minamasdan ang larawan mo
At ngayo'y bumalik nang siya'y kapiling pa
Alaala ng buong magdamag
Kung sakali man isipin na ito'y wala sa akin
Sana'y dinggin ang tinig kong nag-iisa pa rin

Repeat Chorus:

Adlib:

Ang pagmamahal at panahon alay pa rin
Sa kanya, sa kanya, sa kanya, hah-ooh

Sa kanya.

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Friday, November 21st, 2003
8:04 am - 214 - Rivermaya

arlina
Am I real?
Do the words I speak before you make you feel?
That the love I've got for you will see no ending?
Well if you look into my eyes then you should know
That you have nothing here to doubt, nothing to fear
And you can lay your questions down 'cause if you'll hold me
We can fade into the night and you'll know

The world would die and everything may lie
Still you shan't cry 'cause time may pass
But longer than it'll last
I'll be by your side

Take my hand
And gently close your eyes so you could understand
That there's no greater love tonight than what I've for you
Well if you feel the same way for me then let go
We can journey to a garden no one knows
Life is short my darling tell me that you love me
So we can fade into the night and you'll know

The world could die and everything may lie
But you won't cry 'cause time may pass
And everything won't last but I'll be by your side
Forever by your side so you won't cry

current mood: mellow

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Sunday, November 2nd, 2003
10:55 am - Stalker Girl - Arrogant Worms

drakulits
When I joined a band I thought my life was pretty cool
We'd stay in hotels with room service and pool
Sign autographs for fans
Check into rehab and smash up the van
But looking back I should have stayed in school

Life out on the road can be dangerous you see
Truck stop food and smelly roadies are not nearly as scary
As that girl who's at every show
Mouthing the words from the front row
The stalker girl is scaring the hell outta me

She's my creepy stalker girl
I'm the centre of her whacked out crazy delusional world
She follows me everywhere
She's even got a bag with some bits of my hair
Just go away you creepy stalker girl

She says I touch her in a very special way
But I'd never go near her out without my pepper spray
And the voices inside her head
Said break into my house and sleep in my bed
And they also said that shaving the cat was okay

I've analyzed her handwriting
And I've got some bad news
You're manic obsessive with abandonment issues
And you think that all our songs
Are about you and you're usually wrong
Except for now this song is so about you
You creepy stalker girl
You creepy stalker girl
You creepy stalker girl

current mood: crazy

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Thursday, October 23rd, 2003
5:25 pm - I'll Remember - Madonna

arlina
Say goodbye to not knowing when
The truth in my whole life began
Say goodbye to not knowing how to cry
You taught me that

And I'll remember the strength that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you saved me
I'll remember

Inside I was a child
That could not mend a broken wing
Outside I looked for a way
To teach my heart to sing
And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you changed me
I'll remember

I learned to let go of the illusion that we can possess
I learned to let go, I travel in stillness
And I'll remember happiness
I'll remember

And I'll remember the love that you gave me
Now that I'm standing on my own
I'll remember the way that you changed me
I'll remember [I'll remember ]
No I've never been afraid to cry
Now I finally have a reason why
I'll remember [I'll remember ]
No I've never been afraid to cry
And I finally have a reason why
I'll remember [I'll remember ]
No I've never been afraid to cry
And I finally have a reason why
I'll remember [I'll remember ]

current mood: full

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7:02 am - If You Only Knew - Kara's Flowers

drakulits
I wake up, thoughts of you
tattooed to my mind
as I wonder
what to wear, what to eat
who to be, will I see
you again?
and as my car breaks down
I shake my head and say
"what a day"

If you only knew
what I went through just to get to you
I'm hanging from you
and I'll hold on if you want me to

Every bus, every train
every cab, every lane
is jammed
so I look to the sky
and I reach for the planes with my hand
if all my days go wrong
I'll think about last night
it went right

If you only knew
what I went through
just to get to you
I'm hanging from you
and I'll hold on if you want me to

If you only knew what I went through
just to get to you
I'm swinging from you,
and there's nothing I would rather do.

current mood: grumpy

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Tuesday, October 21st, 2003
7:47 pm - Crazy for You - Sponge Cola

drakulits
Swaying room as the music starts
Strangers making the most of the dark
Two by two their bodies become one

I see you through the smokey air
Can't you feel the weight of my stare
You're so close but still a world away
What I'm dying to say, is that

I'm crazy for you
Touch me once and you'll know it's true
I never wanted anyone like this
It's all brand new, you'll feel it in my kiss
I'm crazy for you, crazy for you

Trying hard to control my heart
I walk over to where you are
Eye to eye we meet , no word at all

Slowly now we begin to move
Every breath I'm deeper into you
Soon we two are standing still in time
If you read my mind, you'll see

It's all brand new, I'm crazy for you
And you know it's true
I'm crazy, crazy for you

current mood: crappy

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Wednesday, October 8th, 2003
8:47 pm - Boys Don't Cry - Plumb

drakulits
You sit there on the couch
Sipping your scotch and ice
You turn the TV on
And tune me out again

So what would you say to me
If you could talk to me
You could ask anything
I wouldn't lie
But you're okay with this
Damaging awkwardness
So i'll just play it safe
And keep it inside
Boys don't cry

I used to hold your hand
So tight there was no question
But now even when you're near
I've never felt so alone

If you just stand beside me
I'll keep you in my life
Tell me how much you love me
And i'll be just fine
Don't be afraid of me

current mood: naiinis sa sarili ko!

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Monday, October 6th, 2003
8:29 pm - Ready For Love - India Arie

drakulits
I am ready for love
Why are you hiding from me
I'd quickly give my freedom
To be held by your captivity
I am ready for love
All of the joy and the pain
And all the time that it takes
Just to stay in your good grace

Lately I've been thinking
Maybe you're not ready for me
Maybe you'll think I need to learn maturity
They say watch what you ask for coz you might receive
And if you ask me tomorrow
I'll say the same thing

I am ready for love
Would you please lend me your ear
I promise I won't complain
I just need you to acknowledge I am here
If you'd give me half the chance
I will prove this to you
I will be patient, kind, faithful, and true
To a man who loves music
A man who loves art
Respects the spirit world
And thinks with his heart

I am ready for love
If you'll take me in your hands
I will learn what you teach
And do the best that I can
I am ready for love
Here with an offering up
My voice, my eyes, my soul, my mind
Tell me what is enough
To prove I am ready for love

current mood: happy

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Saturday, October 4th, 2003
10:42 pm - Letting Go - Sozzi

drakulits
Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

I still recall the words you said to me
It's what you did not say that sets me free
Now how can I find peace of mind
when you keep coming back again?
It's not okay for you to play
this game of seesaw with my head...

Now it hurts too much
And it hits too hard
And I won't play this part

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

So now I say the things I want to say
Sometimes it's better letting go this way
I'll always know
Down in my soul
We really had so far to go
I've given all I had to give
And now it's time for me to leave
And I won't look back
And I won't regret
Though it hurts like hell
Someday I will forget

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

To say that you've been thinkin
Cause I know it's just the drinkin

It's funny how we seem to end up here
I never thought I'd see this soul disappear

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

And this is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go
This is letting go

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

Don't call me
Don't write
Don't show up in the middle of the night
You know that
We needed
Some time and space to breathe

To say that you've been thinking
Cause I know it's just the drinking

current mood: tired

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Thursday, October 2nd, 2003
10:48 pm - Can We Still Be Friends - Todd Rundgren

drakulits
We can't play this game anymore, but
Can we still be friends?
Things just can't go on like before, but
Can we still be friends?

We had something to learn
Now it's time for the wheel to turn
Things are said one by one
Before you know it's all gone

Let's admit we made a mistake, but
Can we still be friends?
Heartbreak's never easy to take, but
Can we still be friends?

It's a strange sad affair
Sometimes seems like we just don't care
Don't waste time feeling hurt
We've been through hell together

La la la la, la la la la
Can we still be friends?
Can we still get together sometime?

We awoke from our dream
Things are not always what they seem
Memories linger on
It's like a sweet sad old song

current mood: lazy

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12:35 am - Yr Letter - Onelinedrawing

drakulits
There's yr letter
There's you on my floor
There's you in the corner
There's me wondering what this is for

Have you finally met her?
Is it to say you wish for me
only the best?
I hope you never get her
I hope it's saying how you know now
there's nothing left

I read yr letter
I read it five times now
But I still don't get it
All this shit about memories
and you and me
and the way it used to be

And how you half-regret it
And how it feels so good to get it off yr chest
I wish I never read it
Makes me wish I was the one who left

Oh, I need a letter, ooh I need a letter
I need a letter but not that kind
I don't need a letter to help me remember
what is not
What was never mine
Oh, I need a letter, ooh I need a letter
I need a letter but not that kind

Still got yr letter
It's sweating in my hands
With a note that says
"come get her, she was never in love again"
she's waiting in line again

Oh, I need a letter, ooh I need a letter
I need a letter but not that kind
You need a letter to help you forget her
Cleanse yr conscience, let you be blind
Oh, I need a letter, ooh I need a letter
I need a letter but not that kind
Oh, you need a letter, ooh I need a letter
I need a letter but not that kind

I hope you never get it

current mood: sad

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Wednesday, October 1st, 2003
9:31 am - I Miss You So Much - TLC

drakulits
I never asked for this feeling
I never thought I would fall
I never knew how I felt
Till the day you were gone
I was lost
I never asked for red roses
I wasn't looking for love
Somehow I let my emotions take hold
And guess what all at once
I'm in love

Oh I miss you so much
I long for your love
It's scares me
Cuz my heart gets so weak
That I can't even breathe
How can you take things so easily
Baby why aren't you missing me?

Why did I act like you mattered
It was silly of me to believe
That if I just opened my heart
Things would come naturally
Jokes on me (yeah)
I did not ask for love letters
So why did you give them to me
How could I let your intentions
Get hold over me
So in love
So naive (oh baby)

And oh how I hate what you have done
Made me fall so deep in love
Got no cure
You're the only one I want
That I love oh baby

Baby why aren't you missing me?
Baby why aren't you missing me?

current mood: lazy

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Saturday, September 27th, 2003
7:41 am - The Exploding Boy - The Cure

drakulits
I couldn't hear a word you said
I couldn't hear at all
You talked until your tongue fell out
And then you talked some more
I knew if I turned
I'd turn away from you
And I couldn't look back

Tell yourself we'll start again
Tell yourself it's not the end
Tell yourself it couldn't happen
Not this way
Not today

current mood: hopeful

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Monday, September 22nd, 2003
3:31 pm - Angels Or Devils - Dishwalla

arlina
This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna come here tonight
This is the last time I will fall
Into a place that fails us all inside

I can see the pain in you
I can see the love in you
But fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever,
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

This is the last time
That I'm ever gonna give in tonight
Are there angels or devils crawling here?
I just want to know what blurs and what is clear, to see

Still I can see the pain in you
And I can see the love in you
And fighting all the demons will take time
It will take time

The angels they burn inside for us
Are we ever
Are we ever gonna learn to fly
The devils they burn inside of us
Are we ever gonna come back down
Come around
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could break us

If I was to give in, give it up
And then
Take a breath, make it deep
'Cause it might be the last one you get
Be the last one
That could make us cold
You know that they could make us cold
I'm always gonna worry about the things that could make us cold

current mood: mellow

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